I feel like I should make more effort in communication. I have to remind myself to ask my family and friends how they're doing and how their day was. And the weird thing is that I think I learned that from American movies?? Because none of my family or friends seem to be doing this. It feels like a chore, but I guess it won't in a while, once I get used to it. If I don't force myself to show that I care, it seems that I don't. And it might hurt the people close to me. I'm not sure that I love them or even care, they're just around. And asking seems like the right thing to do. "I love you but I don't like you" bullshit, lol. Msybe I take my family and friends for granted, and that's why I cannot or won't admit that I love them