Great. Now I have sleeping anxiety. Like everything else wasn't enough. I just want to be loved. Notebook: off the re-watch list. I'm grossed out by myself rn for being so cynical. But in every teary episode I was literally thinking how unreal this on-screen romance is. How Noah and Ally have no substantial connection or interests apart from the idea of the crazy love they are in. Consumed by it. But what's underneath when you scratch the first coat off? I couldn't see. Not that I did not cry my ass off. I've got to admit that watching their young love was refreshing, and it gave me a hope-like feeling. Not the creepy beginning of it though! I'm sorry, but in my world not even Ryan Gosling can get away with stalking or bullying, for lack of a better word. Crying surely helped.